Tuesday, August 4, 2009

I feel so sad.


Do you hear that sound?
I'm falling to the ground.
The U curve on my face,
had turn into a frown.
The smiles i make,
now seems to be fake.
I'm sorry,
but don't worry.
I just want the ending of this story.
I feel so sad.
I feel so bad.
I want out too,
but i don't know what to do.
Things had been terrible,
from single to double.
I think i'm not in a panic state,
Maybe, i don't know, or is it too late?
It's been a mess,
It's a stress.
To me, i guess.

God hear my wish.
I wish to be out of this.
A mess that i'm going through,
I can't see through.
What lies ahead of me.
Still, i can't see.
I want help if you dare,
I want a friend for my problems to share.

I miss all my friends, i miss my family. I feel sick, i know i'm homesick. Now, it's hard to attain, but I want to be happy again.

1 comment:

  1. pam, its better for you to stay in matric than to leave, you see. remember what offer that drove me out frm matric? MSU law school. now i gave up matric and instead of getting into MSU law school, i go for graphic design. i am partially regret, but what to do? things happened :-) i don't wanna make another stupid mistake and let my parents down. so i'll be here in kk, and always here in kk. kk is our REAL home and i'm always here at home if you ever need me :-) stay strong, girl. i know you can do it.

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