Pillow Dreaming (ended).

Saturday, 11tth July 2009.
[This was done during my OFFLINE time in KML]

Wooooot ~ man!! Last night i watched an amazing movie called Slumdog Millionaire! I have to admit that this was the best Hindustani movie ever and Kuch Kuch Ho Ta Hei LOST to it!

This movie was about a normal 18 year old guy who entered in the Who Wants To Be A Millionaire show. He plays and scoring the correct answers everytime! He's not a genius. It was because most of the questions was about his life experience since he was a kid. And he manage to go way up to 10mil rupees!!

It was truly and utterly amazing! Full of suspense and drama. At the same time, it was amazing full of actions and doubts!! MAKES YOU WANNA WATCH IT AGAIN! But i wouldn't. I don't want this exciting feeling to get bored. I'll be patient and watch it sometime in the near future which is not now. ^_^

Anyway.

Back to reality. That movie, i watched at around 12.30 am. And it actually ended 2-3 hours later. Yes, we slept late. We, as in my 3 roomates and I. It was amazing

Ugh~ The fellow's kid is whistling around the block while riding on his bike. It's quite annoying. That kid is annoying. Sorry sir, but your eldest son is. His manners are. One example, the other my friend and i was heading back to our rooms after finally ending the final class that day. As we pass by the fellow's house, which was situated on the ground floor, in frontal area of our Block D, the kid stepped out of the house with a plastic cup on his right hand, and i'm guessing the content was half finished. We walked by and SPLASH! He sprayed that cup of water onto us. My friend got the worse, she was terribly wet on her left side. ARGH! We feel like we wanted to walk back to that kid and actually smack his face! Sadly, it was our fellow's son.
Urgh~ "Why i oughta...!!!"
He also goes around screaming at students who was passing by their house. I don't know what the heck he was screaming but all i know is his voice was a pain in the ear. Oh yeah, there was also one incident, when my roommate, Kero, was heading back to our room after her evening jog. She was passing by the fellow's house and the kid was outside riding on his tricycle. The kid spoke telling Kero that her pants was thorned. Of course, when she heard it, she stopped and looked at her pants trying to locate where the thorned area was. As she was checking her pants that kid quickly ran to her and grabbed her wrist and not letting it go! Kero tried to get his hand of, but weirdly it was strong. Tried again and she manage to ran away from him! She gave me a shock when she slammed the door of our room. She told me what happened, and my perspective towards the fellow's son has tilted 60%. Bah! Annoying.

Argh! There's NO WATER in my block!! This has been happening for a few weeks already. WHAT'S WRONG WITH IT? Before, it wasn't like this!!! This is so stressful.

Moving on.

My cousin, who was an ex-matriculation student but not in KML, called me just now. We had a great chat with each other. She asked how was i doing and how was life in there. I gave the common 'I'm alright' and 'Life was okay here' saying. But i did complained about the trouble we have to face here every day, which was the water problem, facilities problem, the time managing problem and the homework and pressure problem. There's so many. Heh. Usually, doctors or anyone who holds a high profession of a job would give you encouragements like "Study hard", "Get 4.00!", "That's the struggle you have to go through", "Study-life was amazing", "I was a hard-core maths person!". But it's amazing to hear someone who actually had gone through matriculation life before saying, "Oh my goodness, I would never ever wanna go through that again." And that out from my cousin, a DOCTOR, Ito. It makes me laugh and actually encourages me to aim even higher in life - which was to finish this school life quick. Hihi~!

We're gonna have our first mid term exam next monday (today's a saturday, so there's like a day left from it). Agh. I hate myself. I don't know why i don't feel anything for it. Why am i not afraid?? It's the UPS man!!! Why aren't you studying?! WHY!?
So i hate myself for this. I realize that ever since i was over with my pressured self that i had before, i became more and more .. how to say, lost hope being in here? Is that the right word? Or can i use, I can't do anything or i don't feel like i am ever gonna get up.
Wow.
I don't care anymore. Ah, that's the right word. I can't do anything much. Sad. I wonder what happened to my hopes and dreams to travel far?
Gone, i guess.
Sigh.
My mum always sends me messages saying YOU CAN DO IT and I HAVE CONFIDANCE IN YOU, I KNOW YOU ARE CAPABLE. But I don't know why it doesn't give me much effect anymore. I don't feel encouraged. Last time i used to. But now.. i don't have to idea.

God save me.